Archive for October, 2008

Nightmare

30Oct08

“It is well past midnight, almost 4am, and you writhe in agony on your bed, struggling, pulling at the covers frantically, gritting your teeth, all in attempt to try to force the terrifying images in your mind into subsidence. A battle between you and your subconscious, one which you seem to be losing what little [...]


“Expectations. You know very well that people expect it from you, you even expect it from yourself. And you don’t want to let them down, you don’t want to let yourself down. If you do, the consequences are inevitable- you’d probably end up in a heap on the floor, going over the Should Haves.
It was [...]


“Sometimes I wonder if what I’ve chosen is actually the right path for me. What if I can’t cope with it? What if I’m not capable to do it, to carry out the tasks set out for me? What if I’m just not good enough? What if?
..and then I remembered something someone said to me [...]